Merry Christmas everyone! Elijah and I didn’t have the chance to stay awake yesterday until midnight because we had a very long day. May our day be filled with lots of blessings and positive vibes. I am expecting everyone of us partying and having fun. We are not going to celebrate our very first Christmas with grandma but I do hope she is enjoying herself. This is the very first time I am not going to celebrate Christmas day with my mom. It feels empty and I don’t know. It’s just no feeling of completeness. Well at least I know she is happy wherever she is. Merry Christmas to all of us!