There is so much to say but I don’t know where and how to start.
There are thing that I can’t enjoy fully because I have a son already. No more drinking sessions, no more night outs. It’s very hard because I’m young and single, still dependent on my mom. I have to give up college life for a while to take care of Elijah while he is still a little boy.
I know exactly what it feels like to be a daughter, a sister, a granddaughter, a girlfriend and now a mother. I’m loving every single day of my motherhood.
I gave him life. I feed him. I bathe him. I breastfeed him. I kiss him goodnight. I put him to sleep by rocking him. I want to be his SUPER MOM who will keep him away from any danger and give him the life he wants. I want to be there on the first year of his life. I want to be there for him as long as I can. I love my son next to God. He is the most unexpected surprise and being her mom is the highest paying job I ever had.
Boy, I loved you even before you came to my life. As you grow old I want you to know that eventhough we go through hard times, mama will never ever leave you. Being young and single doesn’t mean i can’t do my responsibilities as your mom. I will do everything just to make you happy son. Mama loves you so much.