I am currently weighing 63 kilos. From 49 kilos two years ago, I am now officially over weight. Everybody tells me I am fat but my mirror is not saying the same thing. I look thin whenever I look at the mirror. Is it just me?
Well, I do eat a lot and it’s one of the factor why I gain too much weight. They say I am like a pregnant woman, gaining one kilo or more every month. I cook good food, you can’t tell me not to eat. There was this time that I gain almost 6 kilos in 3 months! That was my fifth DMPA shot if I am not mistaken. I felt happy when I was finally gaining weight but not anymore when I’m over the ideal weight for 5″1 asian female weight which is 54 kilos. Now my problem is how to lose weight. How ironic. I wanted to gain weight and now that I do, I want to lose weight already.
Losing weight is my problem since December last year. I tried taking slimming pills and it worked but I had a heavy menstruation so I stopped taking it. I also learned that it has ingredients like amphetamine, sibutramine, or steroids that may present significant risk to those who will take it. I threw the two bottles I bought right away when I heard the news.
This is the most recent and decent photo that I have. Never mind my face.
This December, I will try to use A.C.E, an appetite suppressant that costs $60 per bottle that I bought in the U.S. I bought two because shipping is quite expensive. They say it helps lower blood pressure and the likes. I’m gonna try it and crossing my fingers that I can achieve my target weight which is 119 pounds.