Pinay Mama

Before I met my sorority, there is this group that I can really rely on when I am lonely. They are bunch of kids from different college departments in University of the Philippines Baguio. We go out late at nights, share the most corniest joke ever made and everything that you can think of. We are confraternity members because we think we aim for something that will surely help other students. Hahaha! Funny.

We call ourselves as mamasangs and papalords. We are brothers and sisters from another mother. We got our own unique fruit names to identify one another. Betadmu was derived from the greek word Beta and dakmain mo, a tagalog word which means to grope something. It was founded last  April 24, 2008 by mamasang Maricon. There is, of course, a process if you want to be a member. It is not that hard but I am not going to spill the process here. Hehe. We got chapters too. Hoorah! the UPB (University of the Philippines Baguio), UPD (University of the Philippines Diliman), LOA (Leave Of Absence), AWOL (Absence Without Leave) to which I belong now. Hehe.

If your looking for us then sunshine park is the best place to reach us.

I am so lucky to be a part of it. No regrets. I love their company, I know I always will.

May I present to you, the pretty women in my college life, Benilda Fonseca and Maricon Montajes.

from left: Maricon, Benet, Me (Phoebe)

Dear, I am really really fascinated by the first time I use you. I thought we will be forever, but now, everything changes. Why should this come to an end? I am not entertained anymore. My love for you is fading. Every time I saw you, there’s no spark just like the first time. It doesn’t’ feel the same way anymore. No more feeling of excitement, no butterflies on my stomach. Argh! I loved you. Sorry for being mean but I have to end our relationship soon. I am not enjoying your company. Deleting you in my life doesn’t mean you’re not special. Yes you are, but things change. Separating ways is the best for the two of us. it wasn’t easy at all. We’ve been through a lot. But I have to do this, I can’t concentrate  on my new lover anymore.

Facebook, If you will not entertain me for the next 72 hours, I am so sorry. I have to delete you. I am inlove with blogging already. Sorry.

I decided and it’s final, I will not go to college this coming second semester. Why? It’s simple. I just have to take care of my son while he is still young. College can wait, I know. I want to be with my son for the first and maybe second year of his life.

My mom will get mad for sure, she wants me to finish college as early as possible but I can’t. Sorry ma, things are not easy anymore. I got a child and I am still dependent on you. I want to earn money on my own hard work. I don’t want us to be a burden to you. I know you will understand.

For now, I will concentrate on taking care of my son while blogging for a living. Hehe.

Elijah and I are stay at home bodies. Hehe. We never go out unless his godparents want to see us. We just enjoy ourselves by watching Dora the Explorer, commercials and playing toys. Our weekday life seems to be boring. You can always predict what will happen every hour. We wake up, eat, wash his pupu, eat again, play, sleep, play, eat, wash pupu again, play, eat and sleep. Hahaha!

Sleeping early at Friday night is a must because Saturday morning I have to bring his soiled diapers at the top of the mountain. Hehe. For those who doesn’t know, we are living under the mountain. under, inside the mountain. Hehe.

Even if I have to wake up early, I still love weekends! It is mama and baby day out! Cool eh? We go to quantum, stroll around the session road and when get tired go back home to sleep. Hehe. Burnham park is also the best place for us to date. We are nature lover. Haha!

If ever I will be given a chance to buy a car, I want a Honda Civic. I want to use it for drag racing. I know nothing in driving but I am willing to learn so that I can bring my son to school and back home without walking and give my family a ride wherever they want to go.

Los Angeles is still the most polluted city in U.S according to a friend. There are more cars than people there, no wonder you can see Los Angeles auto repair shop every where. I want to travel abroad. Los Angeles I think is the best destination for me. I don’t like places with crowded people. I feel dizzy when surrounded by many.

Going back to cars, my nephew Hendrix is an avid fan of cars. He has collection of toy cars in his room. He can distinguish where it came from, from whom and what kind of vehicle is it. He is really a boy genius. As his aunt, it is my responsibility to teach him anything that will increase his knowledge on a certain topic. For example, I will teach him the different parts and engine of a real car. There’s the bumper, wind shield, wheels, battery, cylinder head gasket, brake, steering wheel, horn and so much more.

We have four desktop computers, only two are working. I am using the newest computer bought by mama inside our room and my eldest sister K is using the other one in the living room. My sister will soon have her laptop because my aunt sent a package with a laptop on it. I am really jealous so I decided to surf around the internet and look for a cheap price mac computer for myself.

I am now earning money through work at home jobs so I can buy myself a computer. A Christmas present for myself I guess?

Okay. I don’t earn that big so I will just buy one by one. I know it’s funny but what can I do? I can’t buy a whole computer in just one earning. Or I can just save little by little until I reach the amount of my beloved laptop. Below are some of the laptops that I wish to have.

This is MacBook Pro Notebook, it has Intel Core Duo chip inside.

This is Apple 15.4″ MacBook Pro Notebook Computer with 4GB RAM.

Before, I didn’t care how much money I am spending in buying stuffs for me and my kid but now I came to this realization that it is not easy working to earn a living. I must spend every cent wisely because the money that I will use from now on is from my own hard work.

I lived in a dormitory in my first year of college. It was cool living a life without my family because I can do whatever I want but as time flies, I realized that living far from them was never easy. I have to get up every morning to go to school and fix myself. No one prepares my food, no one knows me for who I really am. Everything was not right back then. Below are the pictures which you can see everyday in the dormitory.

See? No sockets in our room. Laundry-ing is not allowed. Cooking is not allowed. Heaters are allowed only from 4am-8am as I remember, trust me, you can’t use one of those because everyone is waiting for their turn. Curfew hours starting 8pm. Noisy dormmates. Arghh! Everything was not right. Swear!

You know you’re fat, ugly and unwanted that is why you are trying to get everyone’s attention by posting something that is not true. She is cool and you’re not – Because you are living six feet under the ground, and nobody wants to be your friend. She’s artistic and you’re not. She’s pretty and you’re a hag. She’s sexy-and-oh-so-hot and you’re fat. See? You are nothing. You are just jealous of what she has – friends, fame, mind, face and body.

I know you want some popularity. You are really desperate of catching every bloggers’ attention. There. You got it. But you gained haters, not friends. Cool huh?

The next time that you will blog anything about my sister’s work make sure that your comment section is open. You’re not afraid of us, are you?

Please dear heavenly Papa, she needs guidance. Give her enough friends so that her life will not be miserable anymore. Give her diet pills so that her fats won’t go into her brains anymore because it will continue to refuse to work. Give her something to be happy about. A boyfriend maybe? I know she needs you. I also need you. Forgive me for what I had done. I have to protect my sister from any outside negative vibration.

My bet was the South Korean Ryan Bang in Pbb Teen Clash 2010 Edition. I admire everything about him. I can’t help but laugh when I saw him on the screen. I thought he will be the grand winner of the reality show but it turned out that he won the second prize gaining 169,797 votes. It’s okay, he went home with his P500,000 and a Sony Vaio laptop. We can have a date with that. Hahaha!

Congratulations to Baby James Reid for being Pbb Teen Clash Edition’s grand winner.  He garnered a total of 179,294 text votes and takes home a P1.5-million franchise Crystal Clear water, a P1-million check from Jack ‘n Jill, a P3-million condo Unit from GA Tower I, 46-inch LCD TV from Sony Bravia and an an all-expense-paid Asia tour for two from Von Dutch.

Pbb will soon have their grand reunion show titled “High 5″.